major things that happened/happening this wk:
1. prom!(=
2. he's leaving for Vegas tmr - it's hard being the one who has to stay.
prom was fantastic. not in much of a mood to blog about it cuz he's leaving for a bigger flashier faster more groovy city. i'm going to blend into the background of all the neon billboards towering over ceasar's palace and scrawl I LOVE YOU COME BACK HOME in big bold red letters in hopes that i can be part of the city's lure; no city in the world is gonna snag my beloved's gaze (oh no, it won't).
his plane takes off at around 0600 hrs tmr, he arrives at 1230 hrs 9/10 days later - i'm awaiting his return already. all that needs to be said has already been said.
all that's left is an unwrapped birthday present, a (slightly forlorn) birthday girl and an un-sipped glass of gin&tonic.
i know- it's very like me to be making a fuss out of no one being around for my birthday. i'm jus really sensitive about the issue cuz for some weird weird weird weird reason i have never ever been able to spend my bday with a proper offical bf. looks like this yr will be no exception..
and yet, THERE'S MORE TO LIFE THAN BIRTHDAYS! i've been waiting for 16 yrs so what's another yr of waiting eh?
there's more to us than birthdays(=
my bday wish: LET THE NINTH COME SOON SOON SOON.
hope the holidays are going well for everyone anyway.
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i have backspaced
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
neverland
hold me down. hold me tight.
to love\hate in equal measures
blessed
to show the fight was valiant
05A13
2005
over a cuppa
can you say GOODBYE?
the faith departed